I'm thinking about detoxing... with every facet of my life pleasing me, my waistline started tryin to grow on me. I am double cursed because I eat when I am distressed and I eat when I get comfortable and happy with certain situations, people, relationships. Now, the comfortability wouldn't be such a bad thing if I was still in my best shape and as active as I once was. But I am working on that. (Which reminds me, I need to buy large index cards... I've started studying and I need the cards so TB and random strangers can help me study.) I am scheduled to take my certification exam on 3/28/09. (Which reminds me, I have to book my room for that Friday. Early morning test in the suburb.. I will not enjoy the ride.) Hmmm, I miss my memory. lol I think I look good at any weight... even when I was sitting at the door of 200 pounds, I thought I was hoooot so even though my lust handles bug me sometimes, the weight really isn't the issue... but mostly what's freaking me out... is how I feel. I miss my energy.
I still have a plenty, for those who know me. Kinda a spit fire... but if you can believe it... I used to have MORE. *suggestive eyebrow raise* I been finding a lot of old photos of "skinny me" lately and I guess I choose that as my sign to get it to friggin gether. I know there's a lot of opinions about detoxing and how it's ineffective and a "waste of time" and unhealthy, but whatever. I've done several safe ones. I'm weird, but I truly believe they rejuvenate you because they have you being one wid your body. They clear your mind, center you and release toxins as you rinse them out.* I guess I just think about how I've felt after them in the past... amazing. And since I already feel great wid everything in my life having greatness behind it... I imagine myself after this one feeling something near euphoric. I mean, really. Cleaner, lighter, brighter skin (after that ugly phase that comes wid detox) and a stronger core and clean palatte to start with as we welcome spring with all her glory and I release the butterfly... 2008 left off so great and 2009 has been magnificent thus far... and I'm gonna keep this peace wid me thru this year and until I leave this earth. (Dramatic, I know... but true.) I enjoy happiness... it feels great to say, "I'm happy" and really, really, really mean it.
Thank you, Jah for all the many blessings you have bestowed upon me thus far.... without your grace, where would I be? My family, my home, my love, my health... thank you. I know now, I am truly worthy
I'm ready to purge and spring clean to be truly truly free of all the yuckiness. Yah!
I wish I had a local buddy, detoxes are always easier wid a backbone, but I've done it solo before. But spring is the best time of the year to do a detox, so I am using that as my inspiration. I'm going to do the often-thought complex Master Cleanse (known in some circles as The Lemonade Diet) for 10-day detoxification. Break for 2-3 days as instructed. Then move into fresh juices and whole foods. 21 days total... then moving into JUST whole foods and high-quality H20... rounding out just in time for my exam. It's fool proof. *nervous face*
No coffee, nor alcohol, no meat, and well... I'll keep you posted! lol
*statements on detoxing are not approved by the FDA and no one should undergo a detox without first consulting his/her physician for guidance and safety
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you are in the drama zone now....
Not sure what this means, but thanx for stopping by!
I eat when I am distressed and I eat when I get comfortable and happy with certain situations, people, relationships.
i'm so similar. i eat when bored (at a job) and then when happy - bring on the munchies! right now, i think i'm FINALLY getting on track - or on the path, to a track - i'm sooo excited today! but i'm keeping up the healthy eating. i can't deny that i like how the skinnier me looks - but - how i feel physically at that weight, because i'm healthier in general, is really good too.
how's the studying going for the exam? and the detox?
I am just getting underway with the detox... so far so good. Studying is near invisible... just can't seem to focus because I have so much other "work" going on. I'm just gonna pray a 2.5 week cram will work out. It's only 100 questions afterall and I just have to get a C lol (even though I aim for a at least a B)!
The weight loss/how I look in the mirror will be an extra incentive. I really miss the strong, toned girl I was just a few short years ago. You remember her!? I will see her by latest this summer by any means necessary.
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